She wasnt always known as a common girl,
Infact she is the daugghter of the most influencial and powerful king.
All her life wanted nothing but to be loved, afterall that's all she's known and is used to.
She gives love so unconditionally and selflessly thinking to get the same back.
However, she never did, rather she got used.
She got used by people, got used by men.
She was used for their selfish desires and wants.
She decided the pain was too unbearable and would not let anyone close to her heart anymore.
Not even the most persistent and cunniest person ,she vowed would ever get a piece of her.
Boy ! was she wrong. Infact so wrong was she that her guards were let down completely. She never does this.
She found herself falling in love with the one whom she thought had the keys to her heart.
In her heart she thought this was going to be different, very different from the others.
She shared her innermost secrets with him. She was completely lost to him.
But like all others, only time was to reveal that he indeed was not different from them.
She begged for his love, he only wanted away,
She begged for his attention, he still wanted all but her.
She begged for his affection, but his love for her had faded.
It would never be the same, he told her.
For the last time she swallowed her pride and confronted him yet he spoke those hurtful
words to her "i would have loved to but am sorry i cant".
He was honest, afterall that's all she required of people.
She was stunned, she was heartbroken, and wondered why?
Happiness is what she wanted and to feel unconditionally loved by someone else.
She wondered secretly in her heart maybe she really didnt deserve to be loved, maybe she's been destined to be a giver and never a receiver.
She wondered if the word love really does exist. In her minds eye love stinks and its overrated.........
Saturday, July 28, 2007
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